pop pop pop!

i'm starting to get sick of school. i'm really lazy about everything, and i failed all my finals, i don't look forward to this weekend. i hate trying to act not myself at school, i miss the days i was able to act like i dont give a shit everyday. after school started, i thought everything would get better, but i dont think it did; everything got worse, i don't even talk to anyone from my old school, well not that often, i am so behimd with my close friends, we can't even update ourselves because we are all so busy with our own stuff.

i try to be positive all the time, it's just i can't organize myself through all these busy things going on.
i'm going to LOVE the month of february, only four weeks of school with 4 day weekend(= i'm looking forward to that oh and clara baby's sweet sixteen party(; and dear unni's eighteenth birthday, oh shit she's old, it's such a relieve to think about what's coming up!

and february goes by fast, then it's march, month of hell, no no school days, with all the studyings for cst and highschool exit exam or whatever, that's going to kill me. still i think i have retreat that month? it's so late, makes me mad retreat when its really hot, oh well i hope i could look forward to it.
soon to be done with school, and soon to be getting my license! yayay but no car ):

Oh, i saw the news, a mother with eight twins, shit, shes like a baby popping machine pop pop pop. i cant believe i'm actually living the year with so many things happening.

i really hope everything gets better with me and people around me.