Monday

bang bang bang

shoooot chu in yo head.
beach was pretty interesting except for the fucking melted marshmallow part.

oh shiet, i was not thinking of my grade this whole quater. i need to raise all of them.

p.s. oh, boys over flower, i can't wait!

Thursday

i want a tablet

Thursday is over now. and it's Friday already! (= yay!


my art turned out fuckn ugly today, and I'm really disappointed. and I don't know where my artist journal went...........fuck................ i'm having pretty much a bad day, i got sick, and my throat hurts. my voice sounds lower and its digusting. and i have to go to school tomorrow just because i need to be there for algebra lecture. my mom doesn't want to drop me off during lunch.

i was using photoshop since i haven't used it since like a year ago, i forgot a lot of things, and i really want tablet right now, mouse does not work for me.

Modbook, i don't know if it's out or not, but still deciding between mac and pc. i just want a normal tablet. i should find a cheap one on amazon or something=)

p.s. my computer is obnoxiously bright and contrasty, i don't know what happened. it's hurting my eyes...........

Friday

Wednesday

25 random sheeeet.

i was tagged to many of these on facebook, i felt like doing it, but i didn't want to post it up on facebook.


1. i think sleep comes first than studying when i have tests.

2. shiet i'm going to be a junior. and i'm going to be 18 next year. wow.

3. i used to be a really good reader. i had books about science and always read it ovre and over. but now i barely read.

4. i HATE fobs talking to me in korean out loud. even though i am one of them. weird.

5. i used to be SO good at games. i had a gameboy COLOR and played pokemon everyday, nintendo 64, playstation. but i recently found out i SUCK at games now. funny, and my eyes got bad because of all the games i played.

6. i am a bitch to people i hate. i am an angel to people i love. and some people could tell.

7. new year resolution: make more friends at ochsa. LMFAO, michelle (;

8. i love sad movies and watching it by myself, crying like a little kid. i also love action movies and smart movies that dumbfound me.

9. i am a perfectionist in some way except cleaning my room.

10. i love love drawing, even though my friends say wtf is that. i think they are pretty (: i like drawing in general (except painting), finishing a art piece is so fun, love having concentration. the only time i concentrate.

11. i listen to all kinds of music. except some annoying ones. but if i listen to something too much i never go back to it.

12. BENJAMIN <3<3<3<3 my baby.

13. ritz bits cheese, teddy graham crackers, captain crunch, lucky charms!

14. i NEED breakfast. i need food every day.

15. i love math. i love chemistry. i think calculating numbers is so much fun.

16. i'm weird.

17. i am not a good conversation person. you lead me, i'll make a comment about each things you say. BUT i love listening to stories and any thing. i am a good listener just because i forget things easily.

18. my contact list and itune needs to be neat. but i try to ignore the neatness now.

19. i used to live in japan and not know any single korean word. but i knew that i'm korean, just didn't care about it. and now i'm such a fob.

20. i get into a lot of shit with people some how. and i hate apologizing i dont think they deserve it.

21. i forget things really easily. just right now i was going to write something so i wrote ' i love to go' and forgot what i was going to write.

22. i was a really quiet and a shy girl around people when i was young. and now i'm like one of the loudest person aorund.

23. i feel bad asking for money to my parents. so i need to find a job.

24. i think House is the best show i've ever watched. Hugh Laurie<3

25. i think about weird things that wont even happen and hope that will happen.

i think i have more to write about but too much about salene in one entry.

almost 4day weekend! Coraline and Push with michelle! and shopping and photo taking and hang outs with old friends. fun fun.

p.s. kkotboda namja episode 12, is so so so so cute. i'm going to watch it all over again tonight.

Monday

Snow!

i saw pretty mountains today covered with white snows!

oh joy this week will be busy but fun! i loved the holga pictures i printed today, pretty pretty. and i could take some more this weekend! i have chemistry test and alg2trig test retake Wednesday and Thursday): but today is monday, happy day. i'm actually trying on my math homework too.

i LOVED the weather today after school, it felt like it snowed but it's sunny, like in big bear. i hope its like that tomorrow.

four day weekend come fast. i want to watch movies and shop and take pictures.

p.s. i feel like i'm back again, thankyou. i love you.

Saturday

rain drops are fallin' on my head

rain rain rain oh good ol' rain

clara's party was yesterday, it was pretty fun but really awkward. mh, at least i got to see michellek in a dress. that is like once in a life time thing to see. my foot really hurts, and it's the bone that's sticking out, it never hurt this much before. i hope my foot hurts this whole week so i could get a elevator pass =)

after the party i went to kristin's house and we had a talk, that was the fun part (=
and i'm in love with hugh laurie.

p.s. benjamin, we're getting better every single day. we could practice everyday.

Thursday

good ol' rain

i met a cute nordstrom shoe place worker today he was super nice =) i'm so fckin tired and have little bit more homeworkd to do, i don't get algebra for the first time this year.

the rain make me miss old days so much, a lot of memories come back with the rain. i'm back to House, i love love love love Hugh Laurie, cute old man =)

it's finally Friday tomorrow! yayay hope its not too cold tomorrow, i'm going to need something warm ,

well more algerbra to do
love always.

p.s. RIP park sang min, Happy Birthday.

Tuesday

Boys Over Flower

very asian, fob, loser thing to say but i go through the week just for this.

and today is tuesday, it feels like days are going by really slow, but if tomorrow comes, it will feel like the week is going by pretty fast. i can't wait til the holga pictures, oh i feel like taking out benjamin tomorrow even though i know i wont get any good pictures.

p.s. my cold sores went away and came back, and it got even bigger. and friday became a bitch.

Monday

kaethe kollwitz's war diary

i just saw my history worksheet, bunch of readings to do, agh

i noticed, i have a 'hate' and 'love' list, in myself. its either i love or i hate, i don't have something between. and i show too much of that, i will fix it; somehow. i'm pretty much hating school these days, i'm getting lazy with all my homework maybe tomorrow i will not be procrastinating. day dreaming and thinking while i'm blanking out is a every second thing now, i realized i'm staring at empty space or some one's face not even concentrating on anything. i've changed a lot.

today is monday, i am not excited too much sneak peek over the weekend.
i will just finish my history homework and sleep, i hate the cold sores in my mouth, they annoy me a lot.

p.s. i missed Gossip Girls for a month, i need to go back to it. and House. and Friends.

Sunday

why,

why are people so not responsible,
it's good to be responsible of your own work and life, but you got to care about people around you. i admire your hard works and how you try to make everything work, but all those things are just for you, not for the others. just think about it, its not just other people who ruined it, you were part of it too. you disappoint me.

i didn't do any of my homework this weekend. i don't feel like doing any of them. i'll pull an all-nighter tomorrow. and just be a lazy fat ass today :)

p.s. Monday, hurry up and come. you are my favorite day of the week now.
Tuesday, hurry up and come. you are also my favorite day of the week.
Fiday, oh Friday, just can't wait <3 <3 <3