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second entry of the year:

my days are so much better than the first few days of this week, i guess trying really works huh.

i decided to not care about stuff i decided to not care about anything but studying until my senior year. and i'm talking bull shit right now, like i would really concentrate on studying.

tumblr, should i make you? but i can't betray blogspot.

yeah i'm very indecisive.

p.s.

Oh hey, I'm back

i was thinking of making a new blog.

tumblr was too complicated
and new blogspot was too much for me to think of a new link and shiet.

so i decided to stay. or just for now i felt like bloggin and procrastinatin and all that.

i'm screwed for this semester, i need help, and i hate my life.
i want to go forward forward forward, going forward without any pain and thoughts. and i don't want to go back, i don't want this shiet all over again. there's no way to go back anyways.

bye bye past, or first semester, you sucked

hurry up future, i will try my best. BS

p.s. where do i even belong. i don't want to be anywhere or maybe in my dream. that's where all the fancy things happen.

'endless love'

i give up a lot, and i just gave up my new york diary thing. i just couldn't keep up with it.

but i really really really strongly want to go back.

gwendolyn told me i use the word 'fuck' a lot, and i was thinking, it's because i update my blog whenever i really dont want to do my homework or stressed. so yeah

gwendy, when you read this thats the reason. but i think i do use that word occasionally.

p.s. picture of the day:

In New York,

concrete jungles where dreams are made of there's nothing you can't do now you're in New York.


Day 1,
waking up at 3 in the morning and going to LAX, where a lady gave us major attitude and where we met this cute old lady who didn't know where she was going. going on a small, or a plane that we thought was super small, and sleeping in it the whole ride. getting off at philadelphia and transiting on to the smallest airplane which carried around thirty people.
it was a ghetto ride.
we met our auntie and uncle and had dinner that my mom loved, and went to manhattan and saw bunch of tall buildings and took pictures in the light and drank two dollar coffee from starbucks as always.
yeah, that was the end of the day. i found out i didnt bring any of my homework fuck my life.

Day 2,
woke up hearing our uncle brought us Dunkin' Donut for breakfast, then got ready to go out and check parsons up. parsons is So Much Better Than Otis. yes it was even though i couldn't go inside of the school at parsons. then went to see statue of liberty, and used my wide lens fisheye for the first time. it was great the weather was great and photography was great.
i'm just waitin for yum yum dinner.

tomorrow i'm going to RISD and Boston. fuck yes

funny you.

Vanitas from charlotte cornaton on Vimeo.

Long Time No See, Eh?

hmph hmph hmph

havent blogged for like the longest time of my life. or not my life but yeah for a pweetty long time.

nothings great, i feel like i dont belong anywhere. not even church school or home. maybe just a little coffee shop that no one would care if i just sit and do my own little imagination thingys. lifes not great unless i'm sleeping.

past few month since school started i found out im the most awkward person to be with if i dont know some people too much. or i meet them in the streets. so just to let you know its not that i dont like you or im really pissed, i just dont know what to say.

i would write so many things but as always i'm fucking lazy.

pictures should be up by december. i hope.

p.s. yes yes yes yes yes my crappy/cheapy fisheye lens is coming soon and i really really cant wait. seattle is really going to be great if i could take pictures and see pjb there. i wouldnt wish for anything else.

itz tha weekend.

being lazy is the worst thing ever, i hate hate hate it. but i cant help it.
i just finished the second disc of house season five. its so great but kinda sucks that i cant concentrate when i watch it on my computer.
i am so easily distracted.

i cant paint anymore. help.

p.s. lifes boring, theres nothing fun to do anymore and it sucks.

i luv thurzdayz

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only if the lights were brighter.

i dont like asian grapes.

i want a weekend like this again. i know i'm a junior, the busyiest and hardest year for everyone, but oh wells, screw that i believe in luck.

p.s. i did not know tie-dying was this hard. we need visual examples.

yay for all-nighters

this is what procrastination brings to me.


working on project and an essay in one fucking night.





oh joy!

whered you go

i havent updated for a long time.
school has started and i met everyone who i missed and all the bullshit started.

things fly by real fast. like a wind or like a raindrop.

i miss it. i miss this. i miss you.

pop pop pop

Music Painting by JUL & MAT from JUL & MAT on Vimeo.

there's always something inside anything.

summer is almost over and i haven't had any fun.

and i havent taken out bejamin anywhere fun yet.
my parents wont let me take him out anywhere until i get my bag.

p.s. i miss all of them, but they changed so much.

i want to watch harry potter.

things are just not getting any better.
my life is fucking depressing.

reasonable? unreasonable?

i'm suppose to write my essay for practice sat, but i dont fucking get the fucking prompt. so i'm pretty much screwed.

i've been going out too much these days and i shouldnt, but its not affecting me that much so yeah yayay party time! my weekends are full and i want more weekends. =(

Harry Potter is coming out this week, i REALLY wanted to watch the midnight show, but -_- i doubt that its going to happen, maybe i'll go on other midnights and make it feel like its like the first day, but just with less annoying ass people.

almost my license test! nervous nervous excited.

p.s. haaaappy birthday austin, its sweeeet seventeen.

STOP FUCKING ME WITH YOUR EYES.

lazy ass week. i hate holiday weekends.
so, academy until 5 and study after ruined my summer, but i think i like it because i never do anything during summer. now i only have 4 days or 8 days a month to play. yeepee.

i made an appointment yesterday for my license test, i hope i pass. or i HAVE to pass. i'm going to shoot myself i dont.

a big bee was making a house right front of my house today, or it did.
i'm scared to go outside now.

p.s. my room looks like shit already, and i just cleaned it like two weeks ago. my mom said it looks like a pig house.

i'm a beast when you turn me on.

hey angela, i'm being a lazy ass today and felt like leaving you a message on my blog so its public,
hehe my rants? what do you mean my rants? lol i miss you and your summer pictures are amazing, i'm jealous. i'm too lazy to upload my pictures. i love you angela, your funny.
love always salene.


its already july. i only got one and a half month of summer, and i feel like i havent done anything. my permit 'expired', i dont even know if i could pass my test shiet. sat is getting pain in the ass. i'm too lazy to memorize all these shit. art is not coming into me. i miss my school days. fml

but i still got so many weekends to have fun.

p.s. and i' definitely going to disneyland on my birthday. i'm pretty desperate.

i gotta feelin'

that tonight's gonna be a good night!

actually no, today was pretty much the worst day ever since summer has started.

even though there were detentions at SAT academy, even though it was super hard to decide which art studio to go to, today was pretty bad.

i even watched transformers today. actually, that movie part was good.

i love shia and josh. period.

and i want a car that could talk to me, that would be awesome.

im actually talking to friends that i haven't talked to for a year now. im kind of proud of myself.

and i really miss my junior high school days.

i want to get old asap, and get a job, kids, and have memories to laugh at.

p.s. i really really hate the movies that is about the end of the world. it kills me. i like the old days when all the movies were about having robots and better life in the future, but now its all world coming to an end. its fucking stupid. its fucking annoying. they should fucking stop.

and i usually dont hate things, i dislike.

SQUIRREL!

hey friend, i missed you so much, and i miss you already